January 2012
2 posts
With the Dragon in sight,
I chase all night.
The high hits my forehead
my feet both left and right.
Im no rhymesayer, the rhymeslayer.
Winter blues have my cavities all white.
those long nights start to show damage.
Im worried about this itch in my bannana hammock.
Fuck the metaphysical lets get litteral.
Im high on yayo worried about the side chicks for
whom im providing mass dick.
Im...
I blew it all for fame and a dame,
my mind’s dripping.
What a wonderful smell,
this fresh white cocaine.
October 2011
1 post
my luck is running out.
it seems that everything I have,
everything I want,
slips from my fingers.
I have family. So much family.
Only one of them feeds me when Im starving. What a cousin indeed.
You call yourselves my parents but when it comes down to it I was my own.
I am my own man and that I should be proud of,
I should hold my chin high and lavish in my accomplishments.
Id really...
September 2011
2 posts
I want to watch us exist our film premiers in my mind rewind please be kind when again will your face be mine.
In between a rock and a boulder I look around to find a soft spot to lay my mind. Their all gone. This is hard, so fucking hard. I want to know. I need to know. Why won’t the Doctor’s tell me. We have our differences but he’s my father. I can’t lose him again. Not yet. Not now. I need an embrace. Don’t get me wrong. I’m surrounded by bodies. Covered in concern....
August 2011
3 posts
Plan B Thursdays.
Im a sex addict, I want to fuck the world problem is Im not a fan of using condoms. Impregnate the shit out of every single walking orifice. Bust my balls all over the short and tall.
a simple issue is just getting worse. Doctor screams that I got problems on my mind. I have a hard time listening as I take her from behind.
This monster isn’t new to me. Truth is we just haven’t seen...
She knows the exact place to put her hands.
I fall to pieces. My back; her canvas.
Iv cursed in Spanish, cried in Korean.
There have been many Iv brought to bed.
Shes the only one I wish would never leave it.
9 months have gone,
I know this child well
in my arms, in my life
such uncertainty blossoms and I am scared
It won’t be long now until you are out of my life again
Our relationship is born again we just won’t admit it
we just won’t get back into it
I taste your lips, a kiss mixed with tears and fears
I haven’t had faith like this
failure is still a very strong...
July 2011
10 posts
Tonight I live for nothing but vice. I challenge each one to do me in.
Ill take you all on.
Nose plugged lungs clogged liver hurting
and hips thrusting.
Tonight I fuck the world and see if I make it till morning.
High Times
I miss that girlfriend sensation. Security, compassion, respect,and love.
You have to be an idiot to not want to be there.
Fall asleep every night with love literally under your arm and tell me it doesn’t change you.
What really gets me is Iv always been so scared of it. Run away from it every chance I get. So it’s no surprise that when she left me I fell into an old and...
Im putting myself on the line. Im ready to risk it all. You’re worth more then the sun and stars. If you cant take this chance then let me know. Your honesty will break my fall.
All the days I can’t see your eyes,
I don’t want to open mine.
Where do you go when you fall asleep?
Im asking only because in our dreams I feel like we meet.
I’m scared. Actually I’m frightened.
My clock tick tick ticked out.
I’m done with these games.
I’m over your insecurities.
I could care less about your uncertainties.
Who am I kidding.
I care too much and that’s my own fault.
No one has captured my heart and your presence looms closer.
Iv been under half the city trying to get over you.
Just accept my demands, work with me...
L0V3
Those who know it call it a game. Those who don’t, call it a dream.
I call it you.
have you ever known who you are?
Girls girls girls
Surround me.
We’ve all got this history.
You’ve all got me by the balls.
I fell in love and fell to the side.
Now this problem arises.
Spring has come and I am ripe for the picking.
It would take so little to have you all in my arms.
Such a small effort to take you all for my own.
I would love to play this game.
Iv got my quarter in hand so plug me in.
...
They ask me why I walk down memory lane. I don’t tell them I go to visit you. Without fail I know you’ll always be there.
June 2011
30 posts
Iv popped too many pills.
Drowned my nose in too many winters.
Gardens grow in my lungs from those herbs Iv been smoking.
Those tissues did more then wipe some tears.
You’ll be glad to know the needles missed their marks.
It’s a past thats made me the man I am today.
For all these struggles your the addiction that won’t go away.
These whispers speak rumours
Let them graze your ears and hold your face.
Stare them dead, do not lie.
Loves embrace.
Be mine
Be fine
Be my rose tonight.
This isnt another love song
Admiration starts skin deep and mine seeps through your pores.
Content and adamant I watch from afar.
The garden has started dying.
It got so used to our tears.
I have too much rhyme and not enough reason.
to prove my point this line becomes verbal treason.
Speaking to the air is so much easier. I tend to believe no one is listening.
You need to teach me your ways.
So many doors that you opened, need help closing.
I try to breathe your cold winter air but warmth passes my lips and you can tell I care.
All I ask is this one last act.
Be kind and show me.
Cold and ruthless is something you stole from me.
I really need to say this to you.
It’s been ripping me apart.
I was unfaithful and I don’t regret it.
Fine Ill cut the strings so you can watch me crumble.
From what I learned this makes your heart sing.
Feelings.
What feelings are you feeling.
You’re wanting to come back.
Whats this feeling that I’m feeling.
I just want to be in love again.
What’s this feeling that were feeling.
Our future is beckoning.
I watched the movies we made.
I hate this feeling that I’m feeling.
You fall for me again.
You avoid these feelings that you’re feeling.
Lessons
All I know is fighting.
I’ll do what it takes to win you back.
On my knees I’ll be, for your parents to be happy.
You’ll be glad to know when you left it didn’t break my heart, it broke my torso.
I won’t say he doesn’t like you but no one will love you like I do. Don’t dare say I had no care.
The atrocity of our animosity is at it’s end.
...
Easier
If neither of us existed this would be so much easier.
Were bad for love’s pressure.
Were bad for sleeping around.
Yelling at each other becomes easier then admitting our love.
So lets tip our glasses back and find love in all the wrong places.
Lets get too close and re kindle some hatred.
Light our pants on fire and watch us burn. We lie to each other because were both so hurt.
...
Dreaming in June.
Last night I had a dream.
I find myself on a mission for love.
the journey quickly leads to my death bed.
Alone I would remain till the lights dim and the curtain is called.
Tears come so naturally now. They have always been weird to me.
I left instructions for you not to know till I was gone.
I stare at the blurring hospital lights. Eyes won’t run dry.
Then a familiar hand rests on...
I push her away.
I let her down.
Behind it all she means the world to me.
I want to hold her in my arms.
Let her know Id slay kings beneath her feet.
Those eyes of hers let me dream.
The taste of her lips let me slip away.
Her laugh calms my fears.
Every tear she sheds breaks my heart to pieces.
Babe Id give it all away just for one more day.
When you find yourself give me a call.
Ill...
I laid in the lands you forbade.
Time slips past.
I beg for clarity.
You have been betrayed.
Circus sheets you slept on
destroyed any dignity I could retain.
Chelsea thank you.
“I like so much better, to attach a greatness to you that you never had.
to believe you were someone for which
all the shit,
all the pain,
was worth it.
to make myself think that i had chosen someone who was worthy of all that feeling,
that the immense emptiness meant that something substantial had been and is now,
gone.”
I don’t want you to see this.
You can’t know its me.
My passion makes me weak.
I love you.
A world away please don’t forget me.
Busted
Iv rehearsed a million names that mean nothing to the wind
I hope you were listening.
I would like to refresh your memory.
Too bad Im caught in a web.
I feel the spider coming.
What lays closest might be the end of me.
Late night eats.
Eating pizza by the pound.
I sit around contemplating
if sex is my drug
how am I trustworthy?
I get awkward glares
this purple doesnt help any
Students with Baby
and they havent passed highschool
but the child is so cute
I cant help but let a laugh slip through the crowd.
The mom will remember this face for its smile
but not its name
I failed to leave it as I escaped out her front...
Call on line 1.
Why do you do this.
Time and again.
You prove your point.
You asshole.
There at times.
Why do you hide?
Selfish, yes.
You notice the flaw.
You criticize it.
You hate it.
You embrace and welcome it.
You asshole.
Context is lost.
Purpose is not the Chauffeur.
Can you explain this to me?
Ying and Yang was not a ball.
A ball to push down the hill.
You gave it a shove anyways.
You...
I walk the edge to see it phase you.
Old but strangely relevant.
My once was
is now a has been
a dream
we shared the world
fuck, the universe
so you can see
when you say we can’t be
that the me you knew dies
crushed reality
you had me
gladly embraced my face-to-face
now back to basics
back to the one night encounters
the girls you treat like whores
fake laughs at bars
you can remix this like ratatat
clap clap
say yeah
ask why
you...
This is old. She was better with me and I'm sorry...
Fuck me twice
oh so nice
oh what a shame
god took my place between your thighs
anticipated hatred loomed above us
forgotten and lost love flies through the broken window of opportunity
I should fix it.
To be someones everything seems like a raw deal
and to make life a game of cards is to stack the odds against yourself
stupid
Im here so why does down the road seem that much greater
can...
I have words that can’t be spoken.
I waited for the revolution
To find it waiting for me.
Never have I been stood up with such irony.
I’ll die a happy man to hear you say
You miss me.
The rumours are true.
you’re everything I need.
Theres a rattle in my bones.
it yells through my skin
love is killing me.
Lay me out.
Your fist gently caresses my lips
and its the taste of your words,
before I’m friends with the pavement,
that hurt me.
You say this can’t be.
In my early years,
I’d agree.
My teeth, now piano keys
sing you song Iv never heard before.
We meet at the chorus and our duet is a fire
that burns the houses down around us.
Like a bullet from a gun you leave me at killing...
Never mistake me for a man
I lust for your touch
I weep and moan
Im a dog
put me down
Take me out back
My heart needs a gun
the trigger is in your hand.
True Love
Little girl with your technicolour shoes.
Shiny.
Fine by me.
Nike Dunks?
with all my heart,
You’ve got me.
We didn’t bother with names.
Quick smirk and eye contact.
That was true love.
Captured in an instant.
You complete me.
Forever and Never.
See you in my dreams,
the girl with the high top Nike’s
What I want.
Iv spent my whole life knowing that you didn’t exsist.
You shook my whole world from under me and held me by the hand.
You said “don’t let your eyes leave mine” while you took control of me.
Now I’m broken and alone.
an idiot of hearts.
I should have trusted my gut and never let us start.
All I want is to be the Ace in you’re deck.
Just treat you like the...
Wolves
Im the glove your hand needs,
lets light fires beneath our feet.
Step Step Repeat.
Give me the chance to steal your breath.
This isn’t a test.
Rest your arms upon me
and let our hips do the talking.
Morning moves quick and by then you won’t know me.
Step Step Repeat.
Were two wolves under moon
let the world hear us scream.
The Sum of it
A winged eye watches patiently.
I am a soft kiss away from that yes
you’ve been waiting on.
One more time let me blow your mind.
Let us die,
Let us die.
Bury me between your thighs.
I tiptoed around, crossing your lines.
With these glasses I can show you the fine print.
Bottoms up,
Bottoms up.
It’s a side of you I’ve never seen.
Racing through your curves...