Iv spent my whole life knowing that you didn’t exsist.

You shook my whole world from under me and held me by the hand.

You said “don’t let your eyes leave mine” while you took control of me.

Now I’m broken and alone.

an idiot of hearts.

I should have trusted my gut and never let us start.

All I want is to be the Ace in you’re deck.

Just treat you like the Queen you aspire to be.

I should have been easier on your soul.

More accepting of your needs.

I would of, should have, could have

a tune to make my heart bleed.

These knees can’t take the pleading.

My back steps flooded as you stepped away from me.

A reoccurring nightmare that still haunts my dreams.

I’m sorry for the pain, the anger and animosity.

I’d follow you till the end if only you’d have me.